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Waiting

Waiting for this...
But I'm not sure if I can swim
I'm not sure where to begin
I'm tried and true
With all this shit I've been through

Waiting for this...
To bring me close to you
To get me through
Just to show you how to
These reasons are you

Waiting for this...
I know, What you want and what you need
Make you want to concede
Take my hand and see what we can achieve
As I can see you start to believe

And Then This

I only lie
To myself
And I'll do it
in the blink of an eye

Too much to say
Too much to text
Every which way
We intersect

And then this
I'm out of my head
I'm out of my mind

You rely
On yourself
While I feel alive
For the very first time

I'm not sure why you wanna keep bleeding
As I stand here waiting
Please remove your metal plating
You are what I'm craving

And then this
Is out of our heads
Is out of our minds

Break Me Down

Break me down
Leaving the pieces lying around
Maybe by design
Overgrown and trapped in all the vine
When nobody's got the time
Trying to divide what is mine
Waiting for you to crawl inside
As I redefine and realize
My purpose in life
As I turn around
Remove the knife
From my back
An endless panic attack
Paint this world ivory black
This is my world
Me verses Zach

Did You?

Did you really love me?
Did you really know me?
What would you prove to yourself?
Just to put it on a shelf
And forget about the past
And faked every second to the last
Fallen short of any glory
Just another tale, another story
Refuse to forget
I stand here perplexed
You sold my soul
And I let it be
Truth be told
I accept full responsibility
All I want is another hit off the night
Straight to the vein to make it right
Once lost in my own mind
Addicted to all mankind
My angel wore black
As I swung from a noose with no slack
Stop me if you heard this before
Something about another last resort
Im scared Ill never be able to feel again
As I know "her" touch will cleanse
Something you never could have
Thats something you never had
Did you really love me?
Did you even know me?

Believe

dont mind me
make this guarantee
never have
never will
believe

in the name of my...
in the name of mine
wings spread its time to fly
screaming out my battle cry
believe

forgive me
if i leave things unsaid
forgive me
if i can only see in red
believe

just another scheme?
this holy water is burning me
its what you feel
not what you see
believe

A Letter From Prison, BoyHitsCar

"A Letter From Prison"

Sometimes I wonder torn between my heart,
Torn between my heart and my mind.
And I feel my body to see if I'm in,
If I'm in tune with what I find.
But I don't know how to feel.
And I don't know what to feel, 
Anymore.

Anymore.

Wanna be the decision-cision
Kill free things. I feel a difference inside.
I'm a boy who's so sick of searching.
Maybe there's a heaven nearby.
So should I let these thoughts out, 
Or should I let you in?
Its so easy to be alone.
Look within.
Will I find home?

I just don't know
How to feel.

Feel 
How to feel 
How to feel 
Feel 

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here, 
Like I am stuck here and can't move.
I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colors.
The warmth it blinds the truth.
But I don't know how to feel, don't.
And I don't know what to feel anymore.

I keep on hurting myself.
Tearing off the skin, I let it burn at the touch.
What I've lived, what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts.
When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch. 
No I won't think like you.
If I did what am I trying to prove?

I just don't know...
I just don't know how to feel.
I just don't know what to feel anymore.

The Meadow, Hed (PE)

This is one of my favorite songs of all time. I've had countless people tell me since my split from my wife that they haven't seen "me" in years. They were right, I wasn't nearly the same person I used to be. I wasn't happy or even pleasant to be around a lot of times. That became one of my goals was to do the things that made me happy and to find myself again. This song makes me feel like the Lost-Zach was looking back and talking to the Real-Zach. 


"The Meadow"

I don't ask why, I just fall into the meadow
I close my eyes , and wait to die
Yes, I am a liar
Yes, I am a sinner
Please forgive my broken soul

But I've got nowhere else to go
They've made this world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you

And all those picture frames around you
I saw you with friends
All those busters hang around you
I asked you to dance
I can't take you home tonight
No, I can't be your man
I know why you here tonight
You in a fight with your man

But I've got nowhere else to go

These Walls

The apple doesnt fall far from the tree
their same demons are inside of these
what does that and this mean?
its all that he can see...
These walls

he wants to feel them crumble

when they touch he can feel her tremble

these walls will never be the same if we...

these walls will fall, how perfect would that be

he sees her from miles away
the end of this beautiful day
he wants to see this through
and doesnt understand what she sees in you
These walls

I Fall

I fall
So high

One step, At a time
The wish , To take it slow
The wish , That no one would know 

I fall

Go on , And cry

Go on, And deny
The silence of your eyes
If you let go, You will know

I fall

The wish, To spread my wings
The wish , To invite you in 

I fall
Go on, And fight 

Go on, And fly
The silence of your sky
If you let go , You will know

I fall