Anchor

Anchor

your made up kiss
hanging on
one last wish

your fire set past
my broken cast
now could we last?

all these days
you drag me around
you threw an anchor
just to watch me drown

another hit off of dreams
you and me
never free

slide it over
yesterday
you never had a lot to say

all these days

you drag me around

you threw an anchor

just to watch me drown

your whisper freak

ending this

my futures bleak

lost in the sea

waiting to see

how much you mean to me

all these days

you drag me around

you threw an anchor

just to watch me drown

-ZKH

4/23/98

My Own Eyes

Scared to give in
Scared of what I've been
So stuck, I cant move
Paralyzed, as you disapprove
Nothings left inside
Left wide open as I wilt and die

Underneath this fragile face
Lies a person that I can't relate
Leave me in this place
With this mind as I negotiate

I cant change
My own eyes look strange
Can't look in this Mirror
And I still can't hear
Even if I try
I'll keep asking "Why?"

Underneath this fragile face

Lies a person that I can't relate

Leave me in this place

With this mind as I negotiate

Here I stand

With their future at hand

I had to find out who I really was, or wasn't

So Sick of who I was, or wasn't

Nothing can stop me

Because I have to be... me.

7/25/13

These Nights

These nights are getting longer
These nights are getting louder
She took my soul and everything
You know that feeling you get

These nights are getting darker

These nights are getting bolder

She took my soul and everything

You know that feeling you get

These nights are getting braver

These nights are what makes her

She took my soul and everything

You know that feeling you get

7/16/13

For Sometime

How does it feel
When I woke up in spite of myself
How does it feel
When I woke up inside of myself
Always closer to the rain
Always closer to the pain

your a spectacle
for sometime
all your tentacles
all your lines

Have you known
About your insides
Have you known
Your lillies Lied
Always further from the sane
Always further from the same

your a spectacle

for sometime

all your tentacles

all your lines

7/16/13